Poker is Hard

The above is my chart for my normal stakes over the calendar year of 2008. The first question one might ask is WTF???

After that, one notices a few things.
1) one wouldn't necessarily call me a "big" winner. in fact, i'm barely a winner at all.
2) dude, look at those swings. in sum...up 325bb, then down to -80, then up to 465, then down to -115, then up to 80, then down to -150, then up to 500 and down to -150 and finally, now, up to 850. is this the sign that i can beat these games, or that i'm currently running good in a EV neutral rollercoaster?

Um...I don't know. My answer is to move up and see how it goes. more on why i'm moving up later.